Am I just completely unattractive in both my looks and my personality?
So I just got got back to portsmouth after being at home for my great aunts funeral and I’m in a really shit mood. My grandad looked really ill and he’s had to deal with his sisters death and his sister in law being in hospital. I know that this happens in life but the realisation that my life is changing and people I love and care about are becoming more and more fragile! I feel helpless and I wish I could take their pain away both physically and emotionally. I feel like I have no-one to talk to about this and even if I did I find it so hard to talk about myself. I just don’t know, feel like crying but I know I have to carry on smiling because that’s all I know.